I legitimately couldn’t purge… I don’t know what to think or say. I couldn’t physically do it. I’m scared. I need to purge,
This is my routine. I get up, no ones home?? Yay! I go to kitchen. Eat cake, ice cream, cold spaghetti. Sit on the floor shaking. I’m freezing. I want more. I get up and cook sausages. Was gonna give half pack to my brother. I accidentally ate then all. Turn on heater in bathroom. I’m freezing. Purge for my life. Go find something to get high off.
KNOW that I’m fat and worthless and alone.