Thin Here & Now

I legitimately couldn’t purge… I don’t know what to think or say. I couldn’t physically do it. I’m scared. I need to purge,

This is my routine. I get up, no ones home?? Yay! I go to kitchen. Eat cake, ice cream, cold spaghetti. Sit on the floor shaking. I’m freezing. I want more. I get up and cook sausages. Was gonna give half pack to my brother. I accidentally ate then all. Turn on heater in bathroom. I’m freezing. Purge for my life. Go find something to get high off.
Know.
KNOW that I’m fat and worthless and alone.

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